*sigh*

Song of the moment: Running Away by Hoobastank




It didn't occur to me that I had put the blade I was using in my book until yesterday morning. I found it during American Literature and hid it until school ended. I told Ashley that I had my "instrument" with me, remembering her asking me what I used. After giving her the blade, I showed her my arm. She told me to show Lorraine also, so I did. They're both worried about me, and Ashley threw my blade up on the roof of the school building. I guess it's for the better and she was just doing it to be a good friend, not to piss me off..... But, I have another blade somewhere around here. I just have to find it...



I hung out with Lorraine after school yesterday. It was really fun, we watched BLT (Better Luck Tommorow), talked, and just... hung out. Ashley came over about a half an hour before I left Lorraine's house, and they went to Rebecca's sweet sixteen thing. I wanted to go, but I guess there was no room... and plus, I didn't think Lorraine really wanted me there in the first place. Oh well, maybe next time.


I should shower now. Try outs are in a half an hour and I'm still in my pajamas.